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Frozen arctic station â amnesia and office rooms
Main part with programming is done. Everything done. Labyrinth works. It functions well. Everything is with code. And all buttons are possible to use.
Menu done. About programming it is left for errors. And small moments to fix. As for example, menu frame border is very short for some phrases. Or there is no main menu yet. And everything else -âworks. Text part goes to labyrinth. And from labyrinth it goes back to text part. Everything works.
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And now it is things about content. This is about. Story itself. With a form of text. And to code labyrinths. And what is where to place. Where monster. Where item. Where interaction.
To complete labyrinth you need to point with exit. And there it will check for actions. You need to take all items in labyrinth, which are coded there. Use items, if there is code to use them. And interact with objects, which are in code for level. Take weapon it is not necessary condition to go next. But when it will be a monster, some place forward. Player simply cannot go through monster. Monster is like obstacle. And you need weapon to go forward. So you need also take weapons in labyrinth.
You need to enter the rooms. And read description. So at first it goes room description. For interest. And next, if there are items or objects, so it is written. In the end. Take item. Use item. Interact with object. Take weapon. All of these is with description for the room. For example. Under the paper it is a diskette. I think. It is useful item. So it is good idea to try take item button.
It is like text game. With walking in the labyrinth. With turn based mode. And menu plays here a valuable role. Next, it is text again. Read text. Select options with tests. About these parts gamer is made of.
It is already in process story making. And already coded 52 scenes. For today story tells about intro. So main hero will tell what is going on here. To get the idea what is here.
You worked at the arctic station. At the Antarctica. Science station. And it has happened something. No one is here. You walk the labyrinth with office rooms. And hero has amnesia. Â Memory lost. But it is returning to him. You are worker at this station. You write scripts. But you are not scientist. Scientists are doing something here. You do not know what they are doing.
And so you awaken. And nothing is here. You are walking the labyrinth. And you try to remember. Scientists did some experiments. They did not calculate something. They worked with some virus. It was taken from ice. Or mold. Something about biological material, something about this. No idea. And next it happened crash. Evacuation. Everyone is going to exit.
A week before, there were news that it is something wrong with scientists. Crash at the storehouse. Technical problems. But you did not take this into account. Â
You did not reach evacuation point. And you find out yourself in medicine block. And some medical things they gave you. And next everything is with a fog. And you walk to some place. And was hit by electric shock. Earthquake it was here. And part of station is damaged.
You have already seen some monsters. You find a pistol. And walk with office rooms. Block A. A1,A8,A10. These are about different office rooms. With computers. And there items different there. For example firm diskette. With blue star â symbol of station. As quest. You read. Items are different. Take item. For example, pistol. Or diskette. If in the room, for example, it is written. There is terminal or computer here. So can try to interact with object.
Little game is obtaining a story.
Basic Pascal version 1.18 "Duckling" â most newest version. In this version there are 4 new games! Puddles at Countryside, Duckling Pseudo 3D, Road to Countryside, Duckling Goes 2D. And even more retro games! It is a pack of retro games with modern versions of Basic and Pascal.
It is now in development new version Basic Pascal pack games. This game will be included in a new version.
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#retro game#quest#adventure#ms dos#8 bit#frozen#cold#text quest#retro quest#arctic#lost memory#amnesia#office room#corridor#labyrinth#monster#computer#terminal#earthquake#damage#fog#science fiction#sci fi#80s#story#read text#text screen#expiremental#wrong calculations#virus
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..likeâŠconstantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho donât take me seriously Iâm not good with graphs

#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#heâs trusting Jazz. itâs.#also it totally wasnât me googling âbelieving and trusting nuance difference in englishâ#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he canât believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldnât fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#Iâm so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didnât make me feel like itâs truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didnât do quite the same#but thisđ. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldnât be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you donât have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? Itâs a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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Cross-stitch really does make you reconsider whether or not you understand basic maths. Like yeah, I know the difference between 4 and 5, definitely. Ignore me as I undo several stitches.
#kai rambles#cross stitch#fiber crafts#fiber art#i had so many stitches done based on the assumption that id correctly counted to four#i just undid an hours worth of work#because i counted wrong#in school my friends used to test whether or not i could do a sum in my head quicker than someone could on a calculator#and i regularly could#i used to do rolling averages in my head without a calculator and without writing any numbers down#but counting to FOUR?????#nope#i cant do that apparently
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The way I see people say that Silco was just blatantly manipulating Jinx the whole time, but actually he genuinely believed a majority of the things he told her (he was heavily projecting as he saw himself in her as he went through something similar with Vander) when he tells Jinx everyone leaves or betrays us, its just us (or smth like that), he genuinely believes it, he's not just trying to keep Jinx close, he feels it's true after what happened with Vander & Vi and is projecting that onto Jinx, when he tells Jinx to let Powder die its because he also left his old self die, hes definitely not like the young Silco we see in flashbacks, after Vander tried to kill him he clearly changed and put who he was behind him for something new, for something stronger, he's far from perfect (obviously) and wasn't the healthiest option for Jinx but he really wasn't this master manipulator some make him out to be (when it came to Jinx)
#im not saying this man did no wrongs#because he did#but i will always be a silco sympathizer#yea he lost his way#yes he tried to kill vander and a bunch of kids#yes he is calculated and a plotter#but he cared and had a soft spot for jinx#he was more worried about building her up and keeping her close#he wanted her to do what he did#he just didn't see the harm it was causing#arcane silco#young silco#silco#jinx arcane#jinx#jinx and silco#found family angst#arcane vander#vi arcane#arcane#character study#stort of#i had to rant
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i calculated the terminal velocity of a coconut

idk why i did this but I was 0.337 m/s off from the actual answer given by an online calculator so that's cool
#tell me if i did this shit wrong lol#there were a lot of assumptions cause i don't actually have a coconut here#i couldn't be fucked to calculate the projected area and drag of a coconut based on shit i couldn't test#so in reality it's a perfect sphere that's close to nasa's calculations of the drag coefficient of what a perfect sphere would be (0.5)#and the diameter of a coconut is apparently 300-450mm so i picked 375 cause why not#and used the sphere formula for that#i put in the calculations for the density of air into an online calculator too#so really it's the calculation of the terminal velocity of a perfect sphere around the same size and weight as a coconut#done as lazily as possible#and compared to another online calculator#physics#science
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chase being blindsided by grief when his dad died, his dad who he saw only a few months before, who looked fine, who didn't tell him he was dying of cancer
then finding out house has brain cancer. house who looks fine, who didn't tell anyone. and going through the grief all over again.
#âare you crying?â I FUCKING AM#the hug. the tears. the ignoring the case to try over and over to run the same calculations the same tests#praying they get a different result. that the prognosis is wrong. that there are trials that will make it better. that it can't happen agai#on 2nd watch chase did see him as a dad a little bit i think#houseposting#house md#house m.d.#robert chase#doctor robert chase#gregory house#hatecrimes md#malpractice md#i may as well be a house md blog atp#house md spoilers#dw guys he lives this is in season 3 lmao
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You thought the pjsk height chart was disconcerting, now get ready for

project sekai birth order timeline
#project sekai#some of these feel so wrong#what do you mean minori is older than haruka#and airi is only barely older than minori#the years are calculated assuming everyone was 15/16 at the beginning of the 2020 school year#also the japanese school year starts in april
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Hazel posts a TikTok filmed in Steve and Eddieâs bedroom that starts as she says, âSo, Pop has basically been mopingââ
âIâm not moping,â Steve interrupts from somewhere off camera.
âHeâs been moping all day,â Hazel continues, âBecause Dad isnât wearing his ring.â
She flips the camera and zooms in on a ceramic dish on one bedside table to show that itâs currently housing a small pile of rings, including the silver band matching the one Steve is wearing on the ring finger of his left hand.
She pans over to Steve, whoâs sitting in bed with his iPad.
âYour dad is a grown man,â he says, not looking at the camera, âIf he wants to pretend to be single for a day, thatâs totally fine.â
From even further off camera, Eddie can be heard saying, âAlright,â and he appears in the doorway a moment later.
âEnough with the slander. I took my ring off because someone,â he pauses to look pointedly at Steve, âconned me into doing yard work with him this weekend and there was so much dirt under there it couldâve grown its own weeds.â
The TikTok cuts to Steve saying, âHey, no judgment from me. If you want the world to think you're available to see what happens, more power to you. I personally don't get it, butââ
âOh my god.â
The video cuts again to Eddie putting the ring back on.
âHappy now, princess?â he asks.
Hazel pans the camera back over to Steve in time to catch a smug nod.
Later, when both the camera and Hazel are gone, Eddie says, âI really donât know what youâre worried about, man.â
âUh, do you really not have any idea how good-looking you are?â Steve replies, âIâm not worried about you. Iâm worried about everyone else.â
âSteve, when I see someone as old as us who is both hot and not wearing a ring, my first thought is to wonder whatâs wrong with them.â
#after some risk-calculation steve replies: well thereâs a lot wrong with you and iâm still into it#eddie: âŠâŠ..touche.#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#livâs steddie dads verse#hazel's tiktok page#steddie dads
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mage viktor discourse again on twitter and all i can say in my little corner over here once again is, I don't know why the entire fandom takes it as canon that mage Viktor failed to save every world he manipulated.
Canon does not provide evidence of this. This is fanon speculation. It's a fine headcanon to have, but everyone talks about it like it's canon when it isn't. Canon is ambiguous about the outcome of the timelines mage Viktor altered. The little nods we are given point, in my opinion, towards the opposite conclusion, that he successfully averted destruction.
I've written meta on this before but in summary:
1) 'In all timelines, in all possibilities' is worded precisely, it's not 'out of all timelines'; the implication is that every time, Jayce brings Viktor back from the brink, not just in our timeline. 'Only you' doesn't refer to our timeline's Jayce, it refers to all Jayces. Jayce always brings him home. If Viktor continuously put the fate of each timeline in Jayce's hands and Jayce failed over and over, I don't think he'd say those words. And the way he says them matters. His words are tinged with wonder, not sorrow. As if over and over again, he is shown that Jayce saves him, and it continues to amaze him. He doesn't sound defeated, like this is the next in a long line of Jayces he's sending off to die. The feeling is that Viktor's faith in Jayce has not been misplaced.
2) If mage Viktor doomed every timeline, there would be hundreds (or more) mage Viktors. All running around manipulating timelines. I highly doubt the writers wanted to get into that kind of sticky situation. The tragedy of mage Viktor is that he is singular. Alone. Burdened with the responsibility of the multiverse. The emotional gut punch of his fate is ruined if other timelines led to the same outcome, and from a practical standpoint, having multiple reality-bending omniscient mages would rip apart the fabric of the arcane.
There are other points, such as there being only one corrupted Mercury Hammer and our Jayce is the only one to receive it, and the fact that if mage Viktor is as omniscient as he is implied to be, he could easily step back into other timelines and correct course, because it's highly unlikely he could sit still and watch things go down in flames. But these things can be argued elsewhere.
While I love conversations about mage Viktor's motives and selfishness vs altruism, the writers & artbook have expressed that Jayce and Viktor care greatly about Runeterra and want to fix their mistakes to save it, and that their reconciliation is symbolic of Piltover and Zaun coming together as well. Yes, they make disastrous decisions towards each other, making choices for the other or without the other, which has negative consequences for their relationship and for Runeterra - but I think fandom pushes their selfishness even past what's canon sometimes, as if their entire goal hadn't always been to selflessly help the world around them. Their final reconciliation is about bridging the gap that grew between them - the pain and grief and secrets, betraying themselves and each other - to mutually choose each other openly and honestly. Part of the beauty of their story, as expressed by the creators, is that in their final moments, they chose each other and took responsibility for their actions by sacrificing themselves to end what they started, together - and that choosing each other saved the world. TPTB have stated this - that Jayce and Viktor are the glue holding civilization together, and when they come back to each other, they can restore balance. It's when they're apart, when they hurt each other and miscommunicate, when they abandon their commitment to each other and their dream, that the greater world suffers. Their strife is mirrored in the story-world at large.
Mage Viktor is framed as a solitary penitent figure, damned to an eternity of atoning for his mistakes. He paid the ultimate price and now is forced to live his personal nightmare of exactly what he was trying to avoid for himself with the glorious evolution. The narrative clues we're given point more in the direction that he saves timelines rather than dooms them. If Viktor's actions kept killing Jayce, the very boy he couldn't bear to not save each time, it would undermine these narrative choices. Yes, Viktor couldn't stand to live in a world where he never meets Jayce, so he ensures it keeps happening. But in that same breath, he couldn't bear to see a world where his actions continue to destroy Jayce and destroy Runeterra. His entire arc in s2 is born of his selfless desire to help humanity, help individual people. He would not lightly destroy entire worlds. That's his original grief multiplied a thousandfold, and narratively it would lessen the impact of the one, true loss he did suffer, his own Jayce. It wouldn't make sense for him to be alright with damning other timelines to suffer the same catastrophic tragedy that created him. I mean, maybe I'm delusional here, but is that not the entire point? Because that's what I took away when I watched the show.
As I said, I love discussions about mage Viktor, as there's a lot to play with. All I wish is that the fandom at large would not just assume or accept the Mage Viktor Dooms Every Timeline idea as canon, when there is nothing in the actual canon that confirms this. Maybe people need to just, go back and rewatch the actual episode, to recall how mage Viktor is presented to us, and what it's implied we're supposed to take away from his scenes, and separate that from the layers of headcanon the fandom has constructed.
#arcane#mage viktor#jayvik#viktor arcane#meta#this is like. along the same vein as 'jayce knew all along viktor would go to the hexgates during the final battle'#like that is a headcanon. we don't know that!!#the actual scene could be read either way and i know when i watched it that's not how i interpreted it#and i doubt it's how most casual viewers intrepeted it#fandom gets so deep into itself after a show ends that you really have to just. rewatch the show to recalibrate yourself lol#for all that people bicker about mage viktor yall dont include him in your fics v much lol#anyway i love mage viktor and he's probably my favorite version of viktor <3#i just wish fandom stopped insisting on a monolithic view of canon#and the idea that mage viktor fucked over hundreds of timelines to collect data points like a scientist is just#rubs me the wrong way as a scientist lol#you do realize that scientists don't treat everything in life like a science experiment right?#it's about inquisitiveness and curiosity. not 'i will approach this emotional thing from a cold and calculating standpoint'#viktor has never been cold and calculating. he's consistently driven by emotion in the show jfc please rewatch canon#i just think that people would benefit from a surface level reading once in a while lol#sometimes fandom digs so far into the minutiae that they forget the overarching takeaways that the story presents#assuming there must be some hidden meaning that sometimes (like this) is decided to be the literal opposite of what's presented#rewatch mage viktor's scenes and ask yourself if 'deranged destroyer of worlds' is really what the show was trying to have you take away#then again there seems to be a faction of this fandom that for some absurd reason thinks jayce was forced to stay and die with viktor#so i guess media illiteracy can't be helped for some lmao#i post these things on here because my twitter posts get literally 10 views thanks algorithm#so the chunk of the fandom i really want to see this will not#but i must speak my truth
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No Five, you're 64
#I immediately clocked this as soon as he said it#because it's December in S4 so even with all the small and specific date calculations in previous seasons he would be 64 not 63 right?#someone please prove me wrong if I am!#tua#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#number five#five hargreeves#tua s4#tua spoilers#tua s4 spoilers
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taxi cab theory with sae itoshi! you were an exchange student in a well known university in spain. everything was new to you as well when you stumbled upon the young sae itoshi, rising football prodigy from japan. you see him around a lot given that your apartments were close to each other, and he frequented the small cafe you liked studying at near both of your apartments.
one afternoon, the place was busy with a lot of college students like yourself is studying for the upcoming finals week. downing your second cup of coffee for the day, you resolve yourself to continue studying when a familiar face approaches your table and asks if he can take the other seat since there was nowhere else available. the rest is then historyâŠ
from moving in apartments, to shared milestones, making plans for the futureâturning to missed dates, lesser calls, and the inevitable moving boxes full of your things, carrying all your hopes and dreams of a future together. some time after sae still visits that cafe a lot, it holds plenty of memories that linger in the back of his mind.
looking through the glass window you would see his figure talking to another person like heâs hiding a velvet box in his pocket, the shiny accessory waiting for its rightful owner that heâs currently staring so intently at like they were his whole universe.
he fell in love in that quaint and quiet cafe just by his apartment. although, it was not with you this time.

not proof read, word dump(?), venting out my frustrations from college to this man though i love him either way, possibly (a lot) ooc but who cares? again this is me controlling my crash outsđâđŒhope you enjoyedđ„°đ«¶đŒ
#blue lock#sae itoshi#sae itoshi x reader#itoshi sae#blue lock sae#blue lock x reader#blue lock itoshi sae#blue lock imagines#blue lock headcanons#itoshi sae headcanons#bllk sae#bllk fic#bllk x you#bllk itoshi sae#wow im posting? yehey#was deep in thought with my lab paperworks then got angry at the wrong calculations#writing lowkey angst for this man helped me a lot cuz i need to lock tf back in#that aside we love sae in this house#but writing angst for him just feels so fitting at this point#anyway hope you enjoy#-đȘ·beliathoughts
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Julius caesar has been dead for 2069 slutty slutty years
#happy ides of march!!!!#ides of march#julius caesar#my art#this is a redraw of something i drew years ago but ngl its a bit too smiliar to it for me to feel any improvement#this one has shading though!#also sorry if my calculation is wrong math is not my strong suit
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honestly foolish's character walking the slightly meta line of "oo this'll be fun content" makes him feel like that marvel immortal character who is only immortal as long as he doesn't get bored (and was played by jeff goldblum in the movies). like idk why but the more i see of foolish's rp the more solidified the comparison gets in my mind.
like it's kinda cool for a headcanon ngl and also it means i'm not really surprised pikachu-ing when, say, he flips a coin to decide whether to rat out his son-in-law, or climbs into an incubator of corruption crystals, or doesn't ENTIRELY kick owen out of the kingdom. it's not that he doesn't CARE, but..... well, wouldn't it be interesting? don't you want to know what would happen?
#the realm smp#tr!foolish#q!foolish#foolish gamers#at this point it's kinda my baseline interpretation for !foolish#not that his immortality depends on it necessarily but that. his MO is to See What Happens#his ass needs new stimuli#idk i could be off base but ngl the interpretation has held up weirdly well so far#like him being eternal nemesis with bbh definitely plays into it for me bc. well. he's definitely not bored with bad around.#o woe befall me why can't tumblr tags work like ao3........ there's 80 billion ways to tag this guy........#this is why i don't do character analysis idk wtf to tag it lmfaooo#and also i'm dumb stupid but that's secondary#please don't bully me for my bad takes i am just a silly guy :3#block game brainrot#shut up vic#to elaborate: i think he does genuinely care about ros and her well being#i'm thinking he's def weighing that into his 'this could be interesting' bc he DID kick owen out#but i'm also thinking in his calculations he didn't see enough immediate danger to stop him from inviting pili2 to yellow team#i definitely think he CARES but he's doing math in his brain and plugging the variables into formulas that mortals don't use#so when they look at him they try to reverse the calculation using the wrong formula and come up with 'He Does Not Care' but yes he does#he's just doing the math a little differently#FUCK DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE IT'S 1:30 AM HERE I'M SO SORRY#i've been rolling this around in my brain since the last server okkkkkkkk if we're talking abt !foolish then i'm just gonna say it#(by mortals i'm referring to the characters on the server btw not. tumblr think posts lmao)#(that would be unhinged)#IDK UGH TOO MANY TAGS HEAD EMPTY I SLEEP#long tags
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tbh i think volo would have been significantly more normal and fine if he hadnât been hiding so much of his true feelings and personality. like when you deny yourself genuine human connection to that degree youâre probably going to come off as a machiavellian monster who wants to make the world and the lives of others worse, but looking at his actual stated motivations and intentions itâs clear to me at least that the guy is deeply empathetic and idealistic and more than anything disappointed that the world canât be better
#volo#pla#i donât even think the game wants you to think heâs That Bad#given the way laventon discusses him talking about the pokĂ©dex and peacefully/awkwardly leaving#the way his eyes go all weird makes me think they were going for almost a jekyll and hyde psychotic break thing#but people kinda projected another kind of villain trope onto himâthe calculating immoral sociopathâand thatâs the common interpretation#itâs like the opposite of when people look at villains who are meant to be completely terrible and find redeemable things about them#insisting that the writers wanted people to see those things as well#i might be doing that myself but just looking at the text and themes of the game it seems to me that youâre supposed to feel bad for him#rather than like violently hate him#even just with the way the player looks at him when he walks away#and thatâs not even getting into shit that happens in pokemas#like sorry man volo unintentionally and incidentally prompting arceus to separate the train guys does not make him evil#that was arceusâŠ#same with the player character although i think volo would have had more of a reason to tell them whatâs going on#ingo was accepted in hisui#they werenât#anyway sorry i just wanted to add my take to the many floating around#maybe im wrong or you disagree! thatâs fine#but yeah
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Senior Year Au
Former Rat Grinders all spend the rest of Junior year and all of summer break in therapy, both individually and as a group. It's a lot of work, but they're coming back together in the aftermath in a healthier more sustainable way. (The empty places among them leave them feeling a mix of complicated emotions.)
Mary Ann still maintains her relationship (???) with Gorgug. (They're not asking many questions because Mary Ann gives few answers.) Lucy is good friends now with The Bad Kids, but Kristen especially. Even Ruben is on decent terms for the most part.
Ivy and Oisin had it much harder. They don't remember everything, but they remember enough to make the weight of it heavy on their shoulders, Oisin especially for the large part he and his magic had played.
Ivy had never been one to blatantly apologize. She's always been a bit catty, though never like that before. Still, before the school year ends she (very politely) asks Mazey for a moment of her time.
Mazey, a much kinder person, agrees and they step aside somewhere a little more private. (For however brief a time it was, Mazey did feel what the rage from that shatter star felt like. It's a large factor in her giving Ivy this chance.)
Ivy, as much as it visibly pained her to say the actual word sorry initially, does genuinely apologize. She's blut about it, and doesn't shy away in the least from the acknowledgement of how fucked up the things she said were.
They talk for a bit, and while it's hard to imagine they may ever be friends, both girls leave the conversation feeling closure on the topic.
Mazey ends up talking to Fabian about it, so of course the Bad Kids know.
Oisin talks briefly with Fabian Seacaster one day, extending an apology for the damages to him home, and passes along information so Oisin can ensure financial compensation is had.
The apology to Fabian is appreciated, but talking about it later the Bad Kids hone in on the fact that Oisin hasn't spoken to Adaine even once, to apologize for the taunt he's sent her or for-
Adaine abruptly says she doesn't want to talk about it, and ignores the fact that he exists entirely.
Oisin doesn't talk to them once the rest of Junior Year, even tho the rest of his team does. The Bad Kids think him a coward, and while Oisin would agree with them, the Rat Grinders look at each other with tight lips.
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Oisin struggles greatly with his actions. He had been, essentially, Kipperlily's right hand. His magic had allowed Kipperlily access into, and away from, the Bad Kids Last Stand where she had killed Buddy. (They do not know where he is, but they've sworn to each other to find him.) His magic had laid the trap in Seacaster Manor, his summoning calling the Nightmare King Storm and his relatives who swarmed a house-boat filled with innocents.
Jawbone does help them get an actual accredited therapist, which is something Oisin feels great relief about, as it makes it easier to talk about some aspects of his time under the shatter-star.
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Like the fact that prior to all this, he did have a very genuine crush on Adaine Abernant.
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How couldn't he? She was beautiful yes, stunningly so, but more importantly she was smarter than a whip and a phenomenal wizard, unafraid to get her hands dirty. Even as short, scrawny dragonborn with glasses that felt too big for his snout at the time, he'd held the girl in very high esteem.
Oh he'd never ever dare to talk to her, for all that his friends may have once tried to encourage it during freshman year. He'd known even then that the elven girl was far out of his league.
While he wasn't a true dragon, Oisin's family had strong blood ties still, and the bleed over was still strong. Strength was important to them, and fighting the other was the first step in courtships between Dragons for a large variety of reasons. He'd been so scrawny, and a untested young wizard to boot, that he couldn't fathom ever being strong enough to match up to a girl like her. He's certainly endured enough scrutiny for his lack of battle prowess at home.
So no, Oisin hadn't thought that he would ever be a good match for such a girl, but he could hoard tender feelings about her in his chest, and nobody could do or say anything about it. At most he would endure some playful teasing at the time but he'd always reassure his friends it was alright.
"Not every unrequited love is bitter." Oisin told them once, smiling softly as he pulled his eyes away from where Adaine was walking to join her friends for lunch further out in the quad. "Statistically, high school romances don't work out. This is just...an equation that doesn't result in a positive answer. No use being angry at the numbers, the math won't change." He says.
Lucy had frowned, "Life isn't a math question Oisin."
"Yes it is," Oisin's responded, "it's just one of the unsolvable ones." His grin turned into a yelp when Ivy had dragged him down to try to noogie him, and they had all laughed and left the topic alone.
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When he had first been raged out, he hadn't felt bitter. He felt strong and powerful and didn't need the distractions. But when Adaine had spotted him at the party to talk, after he'd grown tall and bulked out from the hours pumping iron to burn off the excess anger-
She only noticed him when he'd already been on his way to hell. That's when he started feeling bitter.
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Oisin has so many complicated emotions and guilts eating away at him. He desperately wants to apologize to Adaine Abernant, to lay his heart bare so she may deliver his due judgement and strike true.
But more than anything, he needs to sort himself out first. He would not risk apologizing, not when his heart still ached, not when anyone could possibly notice and decide his apology was motivated by selfish wants instead of true remorse.
So Oisin does not speak to any of them the rest of that year or over the summer, even as the others will tag along with Lucy and Mary Ann sometimes to join the Bad Kids for an afternoon. He goes to therapy, reads self books, and painstakingly does his best to bleed the love for Adaine Abernant out of his heart. He knew the statistics when he fell in love, he'd have to do this one day or another.
Finally, first day of Senior Year, Oisin follows his party to where the remaining Bad Kids are.
He's spotted immediately, he knows because Riz Gukgak goes tense and starts furiously whispering, the Bad Kids exchange hushed words Oisin is too far to hear, but Adaine Abernant meets his gaze for a long moment.
Then she turns and leaves.
Oisin isn't surprised, but he does watch her leave for perhaps longer than he should have, before quickening his steps to catch up with the others.
The Bad Kids, as alright as they are with the others, glare at Oisin. Ivy beside him is tense, but bumping his tail against the back of her calves is his way of telling her this is alright.
He gives brief apologies, for the storm and those of his family who had attacked them all on his request.
Then, he quietly asks them to pass on a message to Adaine.
"I would like to apologize to her but-" He clears his throat under the pressure of the glares he's receiving. "If she doesn't want to hear it I understand completely."
Oisin doesn't give much time for a response, dipping his head and giving a quick goodbye as he prepared to go find his locker before classes.
"Oisin-" Lucy calls as he starts stepping away from the group.
"It's alright," Oisin murmers, thinking back to a warm fall day in the quad during freshman year. "I already knew the outcome of this equation."
"Life's not a fucking math problem, love." Ivy says, arms crossed defensively. Nobody else talks, and Oisin can feel the glares of the Bad Kids burning into his scales.
"Yes it is," he reminds them. "It's just a messy, unsolvable one." Oisin's smile is soft and tired. It is the smile of a man who's been resigned to his fate his whole life.
He'd always knew he'd never been or would ever be worth even a moment of the beautiful, amazing Elven Oracle's time.
He'd run the math, and it was no use being mad at numbers that wouldn't change.
Oisin turned and left.
#inkblade#adaine x oisin#adaine abernant#oisin hakinvar#poor boy has a long journey ahead of him#i do think he'll get to apologize one day but its a far longer road until the day he realizes he might have been wrong in his calculations#cause his unrequited love isn't a lost cause just yet#the bad kids have MANY questions but also dont want the dragon boy anywhere near adaine#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers
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"you guys are celebrating a murder" yes, I am aware?? đ€š that's literally The Whole Point
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